One year

A lot can change in a second, but this last year I learnt how much things, even when they change, actually still remain the same.

Its been one year;
one year since I stopped to smile,
one year where each step seemed like a mile.
one year since my sky turned gray,
one year since she walked away.
one year since she left my side,
one year spent bleeding inside.
one year spent with the darkest thoughts,
one year getting to know how much love hurts.
onw year dying a little everyday,
one year with my heart broken in 365 ways.
one year wishing she'd come back,
one year hoping she'll banish the dark.
one year dying to kiss her hair,
one year longing to whisper sweet nothings in her ear.
one year praying for God to take away this pain,
one year yearning to make love to her again.
one year spent all alone,
one year in which my house ceased to be my home.
one year and my sky is still blue,
one year and I'm still loving you.